head gamesMy minds always racing it goes round and round. I find myself pacing but the answers not found. You fucked with my heart and you fucked up my head. left my soul ripped apart all that i wanted was dead. Are they all just like you will they all cheat and leave? Or are some of them true with their heart on their sleeve? Why cant i leave you behind, and get out of this trance. Just erase you from my mind and give someone a chance. Dont know what to do or what i should try but I know that I loved you and i used to know why.head games
AgainHere we go again, my feelings running strong and I start to wonder why this took so long. Is it because of my past, I cant open my heart and I just expect this to all fall apart. She is truly amazing, but Ive thought that before and I dont want to feel that pain anymore. She deserves everything, my heart and my soul But where they used to be theres just a big hole. Even though Ive moved on since we were together the pain that she caused me will haunt me forever. I need to get past this, and let her into my mind In case shes the one that I was always meant to find. The wayAgain
Final GoodbyeI dump out the bottle, and i start the count I hope eighty seven is the right amount To shut down my heart, lungs, and my brain and finally put an end to all of this painFinal Goodbye
in just a few minutes i could swallow them all and soon my heartrate would just start to fall my brain would shut down and i could be free from all of the pain that ive brought upon me
would you even care that i wouldnt be there when our child breathes his first breath of air or have you found someone to take my place am i really that easy to just up and replace
tell my child i love
The MissingI miss all the things that she used to say I miss the I love yous i got every day I miss how she smiled when looking at me I miss everything that we used to be I miss having a reason to get out of bed I miss happy thoughts going through my head I miss the ring that i would always wear I miss my face itching from the touch of her hair I miss many things, but i hope and i pray that she will return, and forever she'll stay.The Missing
Devious Journal Entry
Unhappy
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